I completely forgot about the Christmas market thing!! That’s really a good idea... this thing is starting already on the 13th of November, but I thing end of Nov or beginning of Dez would be the best, what do you think? I mean in November nobody is already in Christmas-mood, isn't it? The last day is the 23rd of Dez. But I guess for Christmas-eve everybody will be back home anyway...
Cool, cool, cool!!! This is gonna be fun!!

Yea,.. about the boy... you are right, I should and I also really want to speak to him again.. The best would be to have some days for our own... away from Greece, Austria, Belgium, family and friends... just us two.. to see what's going on and to talk a bit...
And besides.. it wasn't me who started to see some things as big problems and to question all of this relation... I'm only starting to do it now a bit... after hours of discussion....
Well, we'll see... anyway, I want to meet him again and to find a way which is ok for us both...
That’s at least the plan.. ;-)

But Yvonny, why don't you just search for a flat together with Annika? Just a small one for you two... Can't you do this also now?
Good luck anyway!!!

Filakia!

Hey Girls!

It's true...where is Anna?
I spoke with Jutta last week, when I came back! I would call you, too, but number!?! And is it okay to write it down here, where everybody can read it? Send me a mail! In the moment I'm still at home...so, my parents will pay the calls :)!
I haven't found a flat yet. My dilemma is that I would like to find a room soon and on the other hand I would like to share a flat with Annika. Problem: Now the first years are coming to Münster and Münster has always a small problems with flats so it is already a big battle now about the flats. Horrible, I can tell you. I had a look to some rooms, but mostly I didn't like the people or the people didn't like me (which is not good for my selfconfidence!). But let's see, I just started to search.

And then I really wanna work something, I go mad here at home, most of my friends are somewhere else (Münster, holidays, practical training, excursion or they just have to work), so I get a bit bored. Not so bad, because I find a lot of things to do, especially in the first days I was back, but now...

I'm sorry for you, Geli! For sure it will be difficult with Henri, but are you sure you want to stop your relationship with him? I mean you should decide, and I think you should speak with Henri (again), because to have something in the middle, I think, is the worst! Otherwise it could destroy you if you never know if Yes or No!

I like the idea of a meeting. For sure I know that I will come to Vienna for the Christmas Market. I already spoke with Jutta about it!We all could meet then there, but for me it would be also okay to meet to another time, too. In Münster you are always welcome, even I have no home yet. I think or I hope that this changes till November or December! Or we could meet somewhere totally else. I always wanted to go to Stockholm. And there are so many Swedish people........:)!

Have a nice weekend,
ta leme

Thanks yvonni!
... but shit, I'm really not used to ready or even sing (!!) greek letters! embarrassing!!

so, back again...
yesterday morning - after a 12 hours train trip (memories of Konstantinopoli!!!) - I arrived finally in vienna.
I'm glad that I have at least one weekend for me now. After that the stress is starting siga, siga... I have to go to university, checking things like what my university accepts from the stuff I did in Greece (congratulations, Eleni!! I still have to see if I can do something with my greek certificate from the language class). And after that university is also starting already...
Besides I applied for a job in a law office now during the year.. for 10 hours a week or something like that.
So... organising, organising, organising!

Whatever... Well, yea, the last 2 weeks were a bit strange..
The week when Henri visited me in Vienna everything was really nice but then siga, siga, you could feel that something was not ok any more... in fact I don't really know what the problem is... maybe the distance, maybe the difference in the language (but I don't think so!), maybe the feelings,... or from everything a bit...
we had lot's of talks and discussions in the last time...
Now we are both back home.. and in a way I still don't know what's going on..
For sure, we still like each other a lot... but is this enough for a long-distance-relationship?? We'll see... By now we don't know when we'll gonna see each other again and if...
Sometimes I would like to take the next plane to kavala to know it at least for sure... YES or NO... and not a thing in between...
But you can't always have what you want, can you? OXI.
So I'm living my life again in Vienna... and only my mind is making trips to Greece and back...
tha doume...

I'm happy to hear that everything is ok with you... but has anybody heard anything about Annulla? Where is this girl?
A N N A, P U I S S E ??!! ;-)
instead I got a e-mail from Jutta these days... was really nice... and I guess she'll like it, when she hears about the tow greek boys who'll come to Vienna for Erasmus in October and I have to take care about them *g* ... don't you? ;-)

Another thing... what about making our own little Erasmus-meeting? not now, directly, but I don't know... in some time... November? December?
Just some town... in the middle... maybe Germany? ;-) At least Germany has the cheapest flights to go there.... from Vienna and from Helsinki! Think about it! Would love to do this some time or another!

Filakia